我十二岁时爱上了邻居家的男孩,在小学的最后一个假期里,每天都花很多时间跟踪他。傍晚,他吃过饭就出门了。我跟着他走过闷热拥挤的街巷,出了北门,一直走到环城路上。后来又经过城郊的绸缎厂、酒厂,经过一片又一片的稻田、油菜地、红苕地。又走上一条桑树夹生的田埂,走进一片阴暗的竹林,翻过一座长满马尾松的山坡。山路永无止境,傍晚如此漫长,天空晴朗。我远远地跟着,他头也不回。有好几次我以为他已经知道我在后面,以为他故意要把我引去什么地方。我做梦一样地毫不犹豫。 When I was 12, I fell in love with my neighbor’s boy and spent a lot of time tracking him every day of the last holiday in elementary school. In the evening, he went out after having eaten. I followed him through the hot and crowded streets, out of the north gate, has been around the ring road. Later, after passing through the outskirts of the silk factory, wineries, after another piece of rice fields, rape, red kelp. And walked into a mulberry clam Tian Kui, into a dark bamboo, turned over a hill covered with masson pine. Endless mountain road, so long in the evening, the sky is clear. I followed, and he did not return. Several times I thought he knew I was behind, thinking he wanted me to go somewhere. I do not hesitate to dream.