高三的第一次摸底考试,同学们都说试题挺难的。对于某些学科,比如数学,我完全不知道简单和难的概念是什么。成绩下来之后也没有出乎我的意料,47分,我忍不住流下了眼泪,心中升起一股巨大的羞耻感。因为我是那种想学好又学不好的人。这种挫败感太过强烈,伴随着整个高三,我以为这就是我的宿命。别人以为我只是不能接受这47分的成绩,听着他们绞尽脑汁想出来鼓励的话,我心里既清楚又害怕。清楚的是这些朋友的善意,清楚的是需要想方设法提高自己的数学成绩来迎接高考;害怕 The third year of high school exams, students say that the test is quite difficult. For some disciplines, such as mathematics, I have no idea what a simple and difficult concept is. After the results did not go beyond my expectations, 47 points, I could not help but shed tears, my heart raised a huge sense of shame. Because I am the kind of people who want to learn and not learn well. This frustration is too strong, along with the third year, I think this is my fate. Others think I just can not accept the 47 marks, listening to them brains to come up with words of encouragement, my heart is clear and afraid. It is clear that the goodwill of these friends, it is clear that you need to find ways to improve their math scores to meet the college entrance examination; fear