一天上年,门诊上来了一位忧郁、腼腆不愿透露姓名的小伙子,他向我叙述了他的经历——“我住在县城里的一个热闹地区,小时候和小朋友一起玩就发现异性的差异,对性有一种朦胧意识,而且那时有几个比我长几岁的男孩就常带着几个小男孩一起做性游戏,我便是其中一个。可是,我十分厌恶同性,喜欢和异性小朋友一起玩过家家。当时由于小,穿的都是开裆裤,所以时常看见小女孩的外生殖器。我产生了一种奇怪的念头,想去触摸那地方,也真这样做了,觉得很舒服。后来让父母发现了,被狠狠的揍了一顿,从此不敢再动手,只是继续与女孩做对比显示游戏,我教小女孩站着尿尿,可是她们不行,尿一腿,我才明白女孩为什么蹲着小便……”不知不觉,我上了初中,随着青春发育的成熟,我也长大长高了,第二性征明显突出。可是,由于我生性胆小,夜间不敢外出上厕所,就在外边先咳嗽一两声。奇怪的是上完男厕所,对女厕所有没有人也不放心,还要伸头探望一下,如果女厕所没有人就进去溜一圈。如果遇到女厕所有人,我就偷看几眼(当然是向下边看)这样持续一年多。 One day last year, the clinic came up with a melancholy, 腼 腆 anonymity young man, he told me about his experience - “I live in a lively area in the county town, a child and play together to find the opposite sex Differences, a sense of dimness of sex, and when I was a few boys older than I often do sex games with a few boys, I was one of them, but I very much dislike same-sex, like and Heterosexual children play with every family.At that time, due to small, wear are open crotch pants, so often see the little girl’s genitalia .I have a strange idea, want to touch the place, really do, I feel very Comfortable. Later, let the parents found, was fiercely beat a meal, never dare to start again, just continue to show comparison with the girls, I teach the little girl standing pee, but they can not, urinate one leg, I I realized why the girl squatted urine ... ”Unconsciously, I went to junior high school, with the maturity of youth, I also grow up, the secondary sexual characteristics were clearly prominent. However, because I was timid, afraid to go out to the bathroom at night, cough outside on the first one or two. Strange is finished on the men’s toilet, no one has no confidence in the ladies’ room, but also stretch his head to see if there is no one in the ladies room to go in a circle. If you encounter someone in the ladies’ room, I peek into the eye (of course, to the bottom) for more than a year.