新学期时,我抱着成为“校园红人”的愿望来到纽约卡尔洪学校。当时,我认为人气高是开启幸福之门的钥匙。那些年,老师和家长一遍又一遍地告诉我们,我们如果质疑现状,并听从自己的内心,就能成为最好的自己。虽然这话很对,我们也都在努力做最好的自己,但我们仍然渴望被关注。大约一年前,我坐在妈妈车上,大声嚷嚷我不够讨人喜欢啦、我的朋友不够多啦、我做得还不够好啦 During the new semester, I came to Calhoun, New York, with the desire to become a “schoolboy.” At that time, I thought high popularity was the key to opening the door to happiness. In those years, teachers and parents told us over and over again that if we question the status quo and listen to our own hearts, we can become the best ourselves. Although these words are right, we are also trying to be the best ourselves, but we still long for attention. About a year ago, I sat in my mom’s car, shouting I was not pleasing, my friend was not enough, I was not good enough