16年前的那个寒冷的冬天,我的父亲在家中的浴室里,用一片锋利的刀片割腕自杀了。那年父亲44岁,而我才12岁。父亲以前在一家小医院做后勤工作,在死前的一年,因为医院要精减人员,所以他被院方安排在家待岗。失业后的父亲几乎没有收入,一家三口的生活全部依靠母亲在食品加工厂每月 On the cold winter of 16 years ago, my father killed himself with a sharp blade and his wrist in the bathroom at home. That year my father was 44 and I was 12. My father used to be a logistics officer at a small hospital. Before the death of the hospital, he was placed on standby by the hospital because the hospital was trying to downsize its staff. Unemployed father almost no income, a family of three rely entirely on her mother in the food processing plant every month