卓玛:上初中时,我是个老师喜欢的好学生.成绩排在班里的前几名可高中让我的生活改变了.很多课我都跟不上.最可怕的是.我只要上课、写作业.心就会绷得紧紧的.肚子胀胀的.头脑一片空白.什么都做不了.甚至一天到晚感觉头痛.很疲劳。学习上一点效率也没有.我好想哭。我想死,但我又留恋这个世界.不舍得这来之不易的学业.因为它们是我的一切.没有它们,我觉得自己不能呼吸暮色苍茫 Dolma: When I was a junior high school, I was a good student like a teacher. The top ranked high school students in my class changed my life. I can not keep a lot of classes. The most terrible thing is, I just class, Writing homework, the heart will be stretched tight, the belly swollen, the blank, the blank, nothing to do, even a headache all day long, very tired. There's no efficiency in learning anymore. I really want to cry. I want to die, but I am reluctant to this world. Not willing to hard-earned school, because they are all my. Without them, I feel myself can not breathe twilight vast