她希望詹姆斯修女也像她一样随时保持警惕,对学生严格监督,以至于她的思想让詹姆斯修女晚上不停地做噩梦。但同时因为没有证据的怀疑,她也被自己的怀疑所深深地折磨着,甚至也在开始怀疑自己。作者曾经说过:怀疑比信念需要更多的勇气,更强的力量;因为信念是一个歇脚处,而怀疑则是个无限——它是一个激情的运作。 She hoped that James Sister would remain vigilant as she did and be strict with the students so much so that her thoughts kept James Sister going nightmares night after night. But at the same time she was deeply tortured by her own suspicion because of the unsubstantiated suspicion and even began to doubt himself. The author once said: Doubt requires more courage and strength than faith; for faith is a rest, and doubt is boundless - it is a passionate exercise.