我其实在写这封信的时候,有料想过你收到信是什么反应。我也知道,这些年,我身上发生了很多很多的变化。可能当初一起念书的人里面,我的人生轨迹,看起来最不可思议吧。我从初中的时候,就吵着要当一个作家,没想到,这事儿还真让我弄成了。但是,我看起来却似乎有一点像是搞砸了。至少不纯粹,我是这么觉得的。我想 In fact, at the time of writing this letter, I was wondering what response you received. I also know that over the years, many, many changes have taken place in me. Probably the first person to study together, my life trajectory, it seems the most incredible bar. When I was in junior high school, I was clamoring for a writer. I did not realize that it really made me a success. However, I seem to be a little bit messed up. At least not pure, I think so. I think