我们1950年代生人,在今天隔着四十年的日子往回看,再怎么着也不可能体会到张爱玲笔下那个千年如一日,循环往复的神仙洞府的,我们所处的时代太强大有力,以致个人渺小如蚁,全凭时代巨浪的裹挟而沉浮。有人用了系列被动语态总结这一代人的遭际是被停课、被下乡、被下岗。所以,1977年高考对于我最深的意义,与其说是改变命运,不如说是开始有了自己人生的选择权。 As we live in the 1950s, looking back on today’s forty-year-old days, we can not possibly realize that the once-in-a-century reincarnation of the immortal Dong-eun in the memory of Zhang Ailing is too powerful and powerful. Small individuals such as ants, all rely on the waves of the times and the ups and downs. Someone used the series of passive voice to summarize this generation’s intercourse being suspended, being sent to the countryside, and laid off. Therefore, the college entrance examination in 1977 for my deepest significance, not so much to change the fate, as it is to begin with the right to choose their own lives.