“我花了很长时间才从法国的影子中摆脱出来,这当然与摆脱病魔不同,而是象一个孩子在童年时发现自己的父母只是些‘正直的凡人’,于是长大以后青出于蓝而胜于蓝那样。”1981年安德烈·柏罗(Andié Belleau)在一本既辛辣又痛苦的笔记体小说中就是这样描述他与法国的关系的。用弗洛伊德的话来说,这个当初十分母性的法国,被罩上了一层小孩看待大人的那种神秘的光环。随后的诸多变化渐渐 “It took a long time for me to get rid of the shadow of France. Of course, it was different from getting rid of the sickness. It was like a child finding her parents just ’honest people’ in her childhood and growing up out of blue Like Blue. ”In 1981, Andié Belleau described his relationship with France in a spicy and bitter novel. In Freud’s words, France, the once motherhood, was overshadowed by a mystical aura of children treating adults. Subsequent changes gradually