今年秋末的一个清晨,当阎瑞赓的大女儿冬芹打电话告诉我她父亲去世的噩耗时,我的手机和眼泪便一下掉到了地上。不只是因为悲痛,还有一种懊悔的心情同时向我袭来。这是因为就在今年六月份,我曾乘火车路过唐山,当时准备下车去看望瑞赓兄,想起没带他的电话,因此没能去成,没想到我就此失去了和瑞赓兄见上 One morning in the autumn of this year, when my oldest daughter, Yan Ruizhi, called me to tell me the news about her father’s death, my cell phone and tears fell to the ground. Not only because of grief, but also a remorse mood hit me at the same time. This is because just in June of this year, I had passed by train Tangshan, was ready to get off to see Ruizhu brother, remembered did not take him on the phone, so did not go, did not think I lost this and Ruibu brother see on