他们都说我有点儿自虐的倾向。也许吧!每当我心情烦躁又无从发泄的时候,我会忍不住用薄薄的刀片在自己的手上、脚上轻轻地划上一道。伴着那微微麻痹的刺痛,看着细密的血珠从皮肤的裂缝里渗出时,有一种难以言喻的快感,仿佛一切解脱了。我并不是一个嗜血的人,看到别人的血时,我甚至会感到头晕。可当我看到自己的血时,那份触目惊心的红却会令我燃烧,令我兴奋。 They all said that I am a bit masochistic. Maybe! Whenever I feel irritated and have no way to vent, I can’t help but scratch it with my thin blade on my hands and feet. With the slight numbness of tingling, watching the fine blood beads oozing from the cracks in the skin, there is an indescribable pleasure, as if everything is free. I am not a bloodthirsty person. When I see other people’s blood, I even feel dizzy. When I saw my own blood, the shocking red would make me burn and make me excited.