2006年年初,单位突然搞了一次领导岗位的竞争上岗,本来是后备干部的我一下子变得无所适从,由原来的十拿九稳到最后的名落孙山,我经历了人生的第一次过山车。之后我变得消沉、颓废,用同事的话说,就是我好像突然冷却了至少30℃。我给自己放了一个月假,去了海南三亚,也许是逃避,也许是释放一下心情。在三亚待了五六天,该玩的都玩了,该看的都看了,但是晚上回到酒店,一个人独处的时候,心里仍然是 At the beginning of 2006, when the unit suddenly came into competition for leadership positions, I suddenly became a reserve cadre. At first glance, I was experiencing the first roller coaster of my life. After that I became depressed, decadent, in the words of my colleagues, I suddenly seem to have cooled at least 30 ℃. I gave myself a month off, went to Sanya, Hainan, perhaps to escape, perhaps to release the mood. In Sanya stayed for five or six days, the play is played, the look of all read, but back to the hotel at night, alone when the heart is still