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六年前我就搬出来自力更生了。我住在纽约的第九大道和第52大街交汇处,房里没有窗,看不到外面,在那种压抑、幽闭的空间里,我还玩得挺开心。我当时在一家名叫CentralFalls的餐馆打工,经济不算拮据。这对我来说已经是前所未有的好事了,因为我爸曾说:“我已经养你太久了,你18岁了,别再打电话找我要哪怕是一块钱!”这就成了我的转折点,我当即决定:我是该长大了!我这一生追求的东西大多数是出于需求,而不是欲望,这种极端偏执的思想让我表现良好。我太恐惧了,以至于每场表演提前一个半小时就到
I moved out of self-reliance six years ago. I lived at the intersection of Ninth Avenue and 52nd Avenue in New York City. I had no windows in the room, I could not see the outside, and I was still very happy in the depressed and claustrophobic space. I was working in a restaurant called CentralFalls, the economy is not tight. It was an unprecedented good for me because my dad once said: “I’ve been raising you too long, and you’re 18 years old and do not call me for even a dollar!” My turning point, I immediately decided: I should grow up! Most of my pursuit of things in this life is out of need, not desire, this extremely paranoid thinking made me perform well. I’m so scared that every show will be an hour and a half ahead of time