在年龄、资历和声望上无疑堪称前辈的牧惠先生,最近发表了一篇名为《求教于雷池月先生》的文章(见《书屋》1998年第一期)。说实话,这样一个题目,让我从内心里觉得瘆:一则“求教”二字有点像斯芬克司的微笑,高深莫测;二则看到姓名用特号字印出来,莫名其妙地联想起四十年前的往事——那时我不过十七、八岁,名字经常被人家写成斗大的黑体字贴在校园里,贴一次就意味着一次新的批斗高潮。 四十年前我就曾被定为“反苏分子”。现在回忆起来,“反苏”这顶帽子还真是有据可查。那时我刚读过安·斯特朗的《斯大林时代》,加上在资料室里翻阅了 Muhe, undoubtedly a predecessor of age, seniority and prestige, recently published an article entitled “Counsel to Mr. Le Chi Chi” (see Book House, Issue 1, 1998). To be honest, such a topic, let me feel 从 from the heart: a “ask for advice” is a bit like Sphinx smile, unpredictable; two see the name printed with special characters, inexplicably reminiscent The past forty years ago - when I was only seventeen or eight years old, my name was often written in big black letters on the campus. Once it was posted, it meant a new upsurge of criticism and criticism. Forty years ago I was once designated as an “anti-Soviet”. Now, recalling that “anti-Soviet” hat is really well documented. At that time I had just read Ann Strong’s “Stalin era,” and read in the reference room