我的一个作品,在近十年间写了三次,第一次以一万字成稿,发表于2004年,第二次以三万字成稿,发表于2006年,第三次以2.5万字成稿,发表于2014年。前两稿均以《恐慌年》命名,后一稿以《国王最后的悲悯》命名。十年来,每当我想起小说中那个叫“老阴”的人物,就觉得对不起他,是我三番两次地把他推到了公众面前,但我究竟为他担了多少责任?我一次次地企图走进他 One of my works has been written three times in the past ten years. The first one is in 10,000 words, published in 2004, the second is in 30,000 words, published in 2006, the third is made in 25,000 words Posted, Posted in 2014. The first two drafts were named after the “Year of Panic,” and the latter draft was named after “the last compassion of the king.” For ten years, whenever I think of the character called “Lao Yin” in the novel, I feel sorry for him and I pushed him into public time and again, but how much responsibility do I have for him? I Time and again trying to walk into him