1996年9月17日星期四夜11点。这几天天气特别炎热,再加上这两天赶出货加班晚,人人都觉得疲惫不堪,下午上班坐在那里被一阵阵的热风吹得更加困乏。我晕沉沉地坐在那里机械地做着手头的活,觉得自己仿佛掉在了一个没有底的泥坑里,每一天的生命就这样被糊里糊涂地填在这个无底洞里,生命的活力似乎也早已停止了。我虽然来这里不久,但已经很快地被这种单调的机械生活消磨掉了活力。有时我觉得这工作常规真是一个奇迹,它能把活生生人的生活变成机械式的生活。每天清晨醒来就是想着赶快,千万上班别迟到,7:30一到就要坐在工作台前开始那一天十几小时的工作。早上上班就巴望着吃中午饭的时间快来,下午上班又在巴望着吃晚饭的时间,而晚上加班又望着能尽早下班,好去小卖铺看两眼电视,然后就是洗澡 Thursday, September 17, 1996, at 11 p.m. The weather has been particularly hot these days, coupled with the late two days of overtaking cargo shipments, everyone feels exhausted and is sitting in the afternoon to be more sleepy by the hot air. I sit there dizzy mechanically doing the work at hand, feel as if I fell in a mud pit without end, every day life is so muddy filled in this bottomless pit, the vitality of life seems to be Already stopped. Although I came here soon, but has been quickly consumed by the monotonous mechanical life vitality. Sometimes I think this work routine is really a miracle, it can turn the life of living people into a mechanical life. Waking up every morning is thinking quickly, do not be late to work, at about 7:30 to sit on the workbench to start the day more than ten hours of work. Go to work in the morning to eat lunch in Pakistan, come to work in the afternoon is also looking forward to dinner in the evening of Pakistan, and overtime work at night looking forward to get off work as soon as possible, go to the small shop to see the TV, and then is a bath