1968年3月3日,是我一生中最最悲痛的日子,跟我感情最深最亲的祖母永远地离开了我,她去世的原因还是和鲁迅有直接的关系,事情缘起是一直放在北京鲁迅博物馆保管的鲁迅全部手稿忽然不知去向。祖母非常清楚手稿对于一个作家的意义。抗战年代,祖母被抓进过日本宪兵的大牢整整76天,鞭打、凌辱、上电刑、灌辣椒水她不放在眼里,但对被日军抄去而遗失的那本鲁迅1922年日记却是追悔不已,抱憾终生,现在那本日记和鲁迅致死与日本须藤医生的诊治到底有没有必然联系, March 3, 1968 was the saddest day in my life, leaving me forever with my deepest and deepest relatives. The reason for her death was that she had a direct relationship with Lu Xun. All the manuscripts kept by Lu Xun’s museum suddenly disappeared. Grandma knows very well the significance of the manuscript to a writer. During the war of resistance against Japan, her grandmother was caught in the jail of the Japanese military police for 76 days. She was whipped, insulted, electrocuted, and filled with peppers and water. She ignored the 1922 diary of the Lu Xun lost by Japanese troops Regret endless, regretful lifelong, and now that the diary and the death of Lu Xun and Japan Dr Soon diagnosis and treatment in the end there is no necessary link,