据报载,上世纪80年代末,自贡灯展在北京北海公园举行。邓小平在船上观看,一旁采访的四川电视台记者郑兴光也是广安人,他问邓小平,这么多年,就没想过回乡看看吗?邓小平摇头说:我怕。其实他是想回家的。据毛毛所著《我的父亲邓小平》一书中介绍:“我们姊妹几个都很想回家乡看看,可他就是不让。后来父亲告诉我,我们一回去,就会兴师动众,骚扰地方。”1986年,邓小平在成都与阔别67载的幺舅淡以兴相见时说:花有重开日,人无再少年;儿时的美好回忆仅成记忆了。淡老问他为啥不回乡看看,小平说,“我记得离家时,广安只有60万人口,现在有100多万人了,惊动不起呦!” It is reported that Zigong Lantern Exhibition was held in Beijing Beihai Park in the late 1980s. Deng Xiaoping watched on the boat. One of the reporters interviewed by Sichuan television station Zheng Xinguang was also Guang’an. He asked Deng Xiaoping for so many years that he never thought of going back to his hometown. Deng Xiaoping shook his head and said: I’m afraid. In fact, he wants to go home. According to Mao Mao’s book “My Father Deng Xiaoping,” one book: “Some of our sisters wanted to go back to their hometown to see, but he just did not let her father told me that as soon as we go back, we will mobilize and harass places ”In 1986, when Deng Xiaoping met with the uncles in his absence, he said: With the reopening of the sun, there are no longer young people. The good memories of childhood are merely memory. Laos asked him why he did not return home to see Xiaoping said, “I remember leaving home, Guang’an only 60 million people, there are more than 100 million people, can not afford to disturb Yo!”