故事要从我还是孩子的时候说起。我是在美国长大的。在美国,一个亚裔的孩子打篮球并不寻常,应该说是一件挺奇葩的事。我记得五六年级的时候参加一场篮球比赛,那天有个人恨不得扑到我头上,不停地说一些种族歧视的话,还恶毒地给我起各种外号,比如说“滚回中国,你这个中国小商品”之类的。我清楚地记得我当时的感受,真的是非常非常愤怒和难过,很想爆捶他一顿。当时我爸妈原本是非常希望我学钢琴的,但是我对弹钢琴实在无感,所以从来不好好练。每年要举办演奏会的时候,我就拿前一年弹过的一首曲子 The story begins when I am a kid. I grew up in the United States. In the United States, an Asian child playing basketball is unusual, it should be said is a very wonderful thing. I remember when I was in the fifth and sixth grades participating in a basketball game. There was an individual who could not wait to pounce on me and keep saying some racism. She also viciously gave me various nicknames, for example, “returned to China You, the Chinese commodity ”and the like. I clearly remember my feelings at that time. It was really very, very angry and sad. I really wanted to hammer him out. At that time, my parents originally wanted me to learn the piano very much, but I did not feel any sense of playing the piano, so I never practiced it well. Each year to hold a concert, I took the song played the previous year