整理旧物,偶然翻出几本过去的日记。日记本的纸张有些发黄了,字迹透着年少时的稚嫩,我随手拿起一本翻看。“今天,老师公布了期末成绩,我万万没有想到,自己竟然考了第五名。这是我入学以来第一次没有考第一,我难过地哭了,晚饭也没有吃,我要惩罚自己,永远记住这一天,这是我一生最大的失败和痛苦。”看到这,我自己忍不住笑了。我已经记不得当时的情景了。也难怪,自离开学校后这十几年所经历的失败与痛 Finishing old things, accidentally pull out several past diaries. The paper in the diary was somewhat yellow, and the writings revealed the tenderness of a young age. I picked up a book and picked it up. “Today, the teacher announced the final grades. I never expected that I would have finished fifth. This is the first time I have not taken the exam since I entered school. I sadly cried, and did not eat at dinner. I want to To punish myself and remember this day forever, this is the biggest failure and pain of my life.” “I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw this.” I have not remembered the situation at the time. It is no wonder that the failures and pains experienced in these ten years since leaving school