“现在我常有这样的感觉:死神就在门外的过道里,坐在幽暗处,凡人看不到的地方,一夜一夜耐心地等我。不知什么时候它就会站起来,对我说:嘿,走吧。我想那必是不由分说。但不管是什么时候,我想我大概仍会觉得有些仓促,但不会犹豫,不会拖延。”——深夜,翻开《灵魂的事》,这第一页? “Now I often feel this way: death is in the aisle outside the door, sitting in the darkness, where people can not see, patiently waiting for me night after night.I do not know when it will stand up and said to me: Hey, let’s go, I think it must be said without question, but no matter what time I think I will still feel a bit hasty, but will not hesitate, no delay. ”- Late at night, open the“ soul of the matter ” This first page?