1刚做记者的时候没有尴尬,只有风光。记得第一次当记者,第一次到大港油田采访,坐在第一桌用餐很是风光,很是得意。一年后,又拿了批评油田某部门的小样被油田领导隆重接待,之后依旧风光地被小车送回,很有点得胜还朝的英雄感和大丈夫感。又一年之后,油田领导当了市委宣传部长。部长到报社慰问记者的时候,握着我的手说:“不用介绍,我们是老相识啦。”部长亲切,我很尴尬。于是我明白了,在油田我被捧到第一桌,完全是我们报纸的特殊地位给我的面子,说到底,人家再高看我也不过是报纸的替身。 Just as a reporter did not embarrassed, only the scenery. I remember the first time as a reporter, the first interview to the Dagang Oilfield, sitting at the first table dining is very scenic, very proud. A year later, a sample of a field criticizing the oilfield was grandly received by the leaders of the oilfield. After that, the scene was still returned by the trolley. It was a little bit heroic and a real sense of victory. Another year later, the oil field leaders became the propaganda minister. When the minister went to the newspaper to greet the reporter, he took my hand and said: “We do not need to introduce the old acquaintances.” The Minister is cordial and I am embarrassed. So I understand that in the oil field I was held to the first table, which is exactly the special status of our newspaper to my face. In the final analysis, others look at me as high as a newspaper stand-in.