It's just a dream.
　　The life，the love，the freedome，all of this things is just a dream.
　　At last，you are who you are，and so am I.
　　There is nothing left inside of me any more，needless to say the feeling that she had with me recently~
　　I am lost，lost into the future which i imagined to hold her in my arms.
　　The sunshine hasn't come outside for a long time.
　　And my heart is emptying，but I still can feel about her.
　　She comes to my space sometimes，nothing to say，even the visiting tracks will be deleted by her.
　　Hell，I know that I can make her better If she can give me a chance to do it.
　　All that she said is no，there’s no love inside of me about you.
　　But why you chat with me all the time，why you told me that you would take me to a journey，why you told me to give me a lollipop,why you told me that you want to work in our hospital.
　　Then you told me that you didn't have that feelings with me.
　　I am hurt ,cried,mad,frustrated，and eventually lost myself into sadness.
　　After two years of loneliness，I finally convinced myself to love someone again.
　　Sort of having the capability to take care of someone，sort of strong enough to protect what i like.
　　Maybe i was wrong，i just fall in love with a imagin of love instead of a really existing person.