榜样是一种力量,正向的是激励,反向的是压力。很不幸,我们的作者属于后者。她从小就生活在榜样的阴影之中,尽管学习上吃苦耐劳,挑灯夜战,却只能望洋兴叹。人生不是设定的电脑程序,总会有一些意外,作者终于赢了一次,最后发现榜样的生活也竟是那么的不堪…… An example is a force, positive is motivation, and vice versa is stress. Unfortunately, our authors belong to the latter. She grew up in the shadow of the example, despite hard-working study, the lights of the night war, but only hopeless. Life is not set computer program, there will always be some accidents, the author finally won once, and finally found the life of the example is actually so unbearable ......