没想到,在从事了二十几年思想政治工作后的今天,已过知天命之年的我,却深深陷入了对人生道路抉择的困惑之中。在勃勃涌动的市场经济大潮中,本来就囊中羞涩,在诸多的大宗开支面前,我更加窘迫。住房商品化的政策要推行、职工医疗制度改革要实施、女儿上大学要自费,而我所在的单位 I did not expect that after I engaged in ideological and political work for more than 20 years now, I, who had already known the year of destiny, was deeply trapped in the perplexity of the choice of life path. I am even more embarrassed in the face of so many large-scale expenses in the surging market economy tide. Housing commercialization of the policy to be implemented, the reform of the medical system for workers to implement, the daughter to go to college at their own expense, and my unit