年过三十,我走动在潇湘水滨的野蛮之地零陵(位于湘之西南角,唐朝的柳宗元被流放的时候,在这里待过;和尚怀素也在那地方写过字),虽衣食无忧,但总觉得活着没啥意义,动辄闷闷不乐,用今天的话说就是郁闷。于是不得不自救思变了,故不惜孤身北漂,来到了今日所谓的帝都北京,混迹于北京师范大学硕士研究生班。北京是一个各路名人聚集的地方,各种导师也是很多的。然而很不幸的是,我已经活至一 Over thirty, I walked in the brutal land of Xiaoxiang waterfront Lingling (located in the southwest corner of Hunan, where Liu Zongyuan was exiled in the Tang Dynasty, stayed here; monk Huai Sui also wrote the word there) Although comfortable, but always feel nothing meaningless, frequently sullen, with today’s words is depressed. So I had to change myself, so I spared North drift alone, came to today’s so-called Royal Park Beijing, removed from the Beijing Normal University Master’s class. Beijing is a gathering place for celebrities from all walks of life, and various instructors are also many. Unfortunately, however, I have already lived to one