我写散文、小说,已经有二十余年,累计下来,有50万字之多。无聊的时候翻一翻,虽然有许多篇章连自己都脸红,但仔细一想多少还有些成就感,感到人生没有虚度,毕竟白纸黑字地写下了一些东西,心底看得起自己。这一点很重要,人而为人,说到底,还是活给自己的。回顾过去,有时也觉得奇怪,童年时喜欢什么不行,偏偏喜欢读书,从别人那里借来小说没日没夜地读,感动处常常泪流满面,于是就崇拜起了作家,就有了写作的欲望。上学时不会写就抄书,当了工人后,胆子大了就尝试着写。那时候我常用不多 I have written essays and novels for more than 20 years and accumulated a total of 500,000 words. Bored when doubled over, although there are many chapters even blush, but think about how much there is some sense of accomplishment, feel that life is not fake, after all, wrote something black and white, the heart can see myself. This is very important, people and people, after all, still live for themselves. Recalling the past, and sometimes feel strange, like what to do when I was young, but prefer to read books, borrowed novels from others, day and night to read, moving office often burst into tears, so worship the writer, there is writing desire. When you go to school, you will not be able to write a copy of the book. When you become a worker, you will try to write it. At that time, I often use less