不止一次,在文学的或非文学的场合,面对他人客气的恭维,我说自己只是一个文学的资深票友。这倒并非谦虚,而是事实。生存之下,文学不是砝码,更不是唯一的条件,在更大程度上,它只能是一种爱好。然而,爱好文学,就像爱一个人一样,不能为其投入全部,也的确是件很痛苦的事情。从上个世纪80年代初开始,我不停地转换行当。为了生活,确切地说,是为了生存,想 More than once, in the literary or non-literary occasions, in the face of the polite compliments of others, I say I am only a literary veteran. This is not modesty, but fact. Survival, literature is not a weight, but not the only condition, to a greater extent, it can only be a hobby. However, like literature, just like being alone can not devote all to it, and it is indeed a very painful thing to love literature. Since the early 1980s, I have been changing business. In order to live, precisely, to survive, think