我狠狠关上卧室门,声音大得我耳膜都要震裂,似乎那一刻血都要顺着耳垂滴下来了。我眼前浮现出成绩单,全身的肌肉都紧绷起来,就好像第一次去滑冰时那样,烦躁,紧张,自信全无,似乎一切都脱离了自己的掌控。全身热血上涌,我一头扑倒在床上,把那一堆奇形怪状的枕头靠垫,还有那些凝固着永恒不变笑容的毛绒玩具都给搡到了一边儿。如果我也是一个毛绒玩具就好了,我想,那样我就不必再为分数烦恼了;如果我 I severely closed the bedroom door, the sound was too big to my eardrums to be shattered, it seems that blood must be dripping down along the earlobe. I showed a transcript in front of me. My whole body muscles were tense. It was like the first time I went to skate, irritability, nervousness and lack of self-confidence. It seemed that everything was out of my control. Whole body heat up, I jumped on the bed, the pile of bizarre pillow cushions, as well as those immortalized immortal plush toys are given to the side. If I were a plush toy too, I thought, so I no longer have to worry about the score; if I