几十年来我把主要精力用于4件事情:学习、编辑、组织创作、评论创作。 我曾在中央美术学院美术史系学习4年,但当时我的主要精力却并没有放在美术史的深入研究上,倒是花了很多的精力去读马列主义原著,读得不少,但似懂非懂。我读马列不是想当政治家,而是因为马列著作中的思维方法有力地吸引了我。现在回想起来,我后悔没有学好美术史,但从马列著作中学到的一点思维方法自觉不自觉地影响了我的写作与工作。 For decades I have focused my energies on four things: learning, editing, organizing creations, creating reviews. I studied at the Fine Arts History Department of the Central Academy of Fine Arts for 4 years, but at the time my main energy was not on the in-depth study of the history of art. I actually spent a lot of energy studying the original Marxism-Leninism, reading quite a lot, Understand non-understand. My reading of Marx and Lenin was not intended as a politician, but because of the way of thinking in the Marxist-Leninist writings, it strongly attracted me. Now, in retrospect, I regret not learning a good history of art. However, the thinking method I learned from Marx and Lenin’s writings consciously and unconsciously influenced my writing and work.