1964年,我刚入伍就递交了入党申请书。那年,部队上下正轰轰烈烈地掀起学习雷锋活动。我怀着对雷锋的无比敬仰,积极投身到学雷锋活动之中,发誓要像雷锋那样做人做事。于是扫地挑水、替战友洗衣刷鞋等活儿抢着干,有时为抢扫帚差点和战友闹矛盾,后来干脆把挑水扁担藏起来,就怕好事做不着。可是没有想到有的人对我的热情泼了一盆冷水,说我学雷锋动机不纯。当时我吃不好睡不着,做好事的劲头减了一半。连队领导及时找我谈心,并送我《雷锋日记》。当我把日记读完后,开始认识到雷锋之所以从 In 1964, I just submitted to join the party application. That year, the troops were energetically set off from studying Lei Feng activities. With my unparalleled admiration for Lei Feng, I actively devoted myself to studying Lei Feng activities and vowed to act like a Lei Feng. So sweeping the water, brushing shoes and other workers for his comrade in arms rushing to dry, and sometimes to grab the broom almost contradictions and comrades, and later just pick up the water to hide the flat, afraid of good things can not do. But did not think some people poured a pot of cold water on my enthusiasm, that I learned Lei Feng impure motives. At that time, I could not sleep well, and the energy of doing good was cut in half. Company leaders promptly talked to me and sent me “Lei Feng Diary.” When I read the diary, began to recognize the reason why Lei Feng from