回忆是痛苦的，但我又不能不去回忆。那是一出多么可怕的恶梦，就象设计好的连环套，一环紧套一环。记得那场“恶梦”是从１９９８年１月２０日左右的一天开始的。那天，我所出纳员因家中有事，需请十几日假。因我原在其他所担任过出纳，所长就决定让我临时接替出纳员工作... Memories are painful, but I can not but recall. That is a terrible nightmare, just like a well-designed co-ring. Remember that “nightmare” started on the day around January 20, 1998. That day, my cashier due to something at home, need more than a dozen days off. Because of my previous cashier, the director decided to let me temporarily take over the cashier’s job ...